I have to tell you something really quick: I realize that I come across much more wise on paper (or, in this case, on screen). I feel like I come across as someone who thinks they’ve got it all figured out, but let me tell you something: I really don’t. I really, really don’t. I guess nobody really does. I’m just trying to figure out life, and what I’m supposed to be doing with mine, because you know what?
I’m learning this all one step at a time, just like everybody else. I make tons of mistakes—more than I’d like to admit. So please just keep in mind that everything you read here comes straight from my mind, in the moment. Nothing is premeditated, unless notified otherwise. (But I do edit. A lot.)
I just wanted to say that, really quickly, since I know that my content (my last post, especially), usually comes off as arrogant, and possibly a little too confident. I amsorry about that, because it definitely gives off a different vibe than I do in person. I’m awkward and quiet until I get comfortable, and then I get word vomit and weird and say the wrong things. (Wow, this feels a whole lot like a revealing of what’s behind the curtain. This feels weird.)
I just wanted to give you a little bit of discretion, because after re-reading my last post, I worried a little bit over how annoying I sounded, even to myself. So again, I’m sorry. But I guess I’m also not, because you chose to read my stuff all on your own.
So thank you for reading along, and putting up with me. I truly appreciate you.
P.S.: I am well aware that I am very behind on my daily prompts. I will try my hardest to get back on track as soon as possible, so prepare yourselves for an annoying amount of posts coming your way!